when it rains it pours

I got news on feb 22 that my mom might have another ovarian cyst or her large intestine will explode. its one of the 2 or possibility both. she is going to the dr feb 23rd at 1pm to get a cat scan and blood taken.
she had this problem last yr and there is no cause of it for my mother. and after the cyst went away she got her lungs full of blood clots.

she wants to have Ron's baby but she cant because of her blood clots, her cysts, and the fact she got fixed after she had my brother.

she has always wanted Ron's kid not Walt's so my brother and i are now the only reason she talks to a guy that treated her like crap and used her for sex.

Ron is an awesome guy and is the best father my bro and i have had. he keeps his word and is even trying to teach me how to drive in town because i am scared to drive in town and Walt has said he was going to teach me but like always he never did and never keeps his promises.

so i guess it wont be a laid back 2 months.

time consuming

on feb 26th is my moms dogs birthday that little Yorkie is so spoiled.

feb 27th is my brother birthday and my parents got him a $450 BMX bike. he has 2. shit when he rode my bike and got it stolen i didn't get a new bike he got a new 1 and now they r giving him a new one so he will have 3 freakin A!

feb 28th is a good friend of mines birthday, we r going to give him a little party with the family then in July before he gos to the air force we are going to give him a going away party.

march 1st i am going to start ankle therapy

march 2nd im going to get tattoo appointments made for my next 4 tats.
a good friend is going with so he can get 1 too.

march 12th mom and Walt finally get divorced.

its going to be a laid back 2months.

Starwars

ya so um i have the star wars theme song playing in my head and it wont go away. My fiance is evil for singing it the past few days!

I have half of my room packed up now and I'm excited to move. we found a kool new house and i get a bigger room plus all of my fiances stuff will fit in my room as well.

i hate that the books i read every one else think they need to read. the vampires are no longer mythological because stupid twilight ruined it for every one.....

Stupid Twilight

lying

it is really starting to piss me off. my parents are getting a divorce and every one knows it and no one cares.

but i guess my moms new boyfriend is beating our family up and leaving bruises, F*** that! he has never touched us, no hug no nothing because he knows our boundaries and that he is not our father. he will not hit any one but because every one takes side in a divorce crap like this will happen.

its all lies, my bruises have came from me! i am a clutz and fell 4 times am severely sprained my ankle! I did it i left the bruises because im a clutz,

but try to explain that to others they automatically think some thing bad is happening.

grrrrrrrrrr! freakin A!

I am just a clutz!

Good movies!

I think that good movies can no longer be made. they are either too preppy or over act some of the murder movies. ever since twilight ruined vampires for every one, no film director can make a good movie. either they aren't funny, they are over acted, over played, they have terrible actors, or cant get an actor to act the way there suppose to.

the only movie that was filmed amazingly was The Lost Boys, and The Lost Boys 2 The Tribe.

Soooo

if my mom and her boyfriend get married i will have 1 step brother and 1 step sister. and i know the sister and we got along before she got married and turned evil. the guy is a physco literally and well that's not some thing id like to be around.

Ankle

my ankle is severly sprained, and i keep twisting it so it wont heal right. i have to be in the boot for 6 weeks, so the 2nd week in march i can walk with out it.

on valentines day i dont know if im seeing my dad or staying home.

vegas!

oh yesh Vegas!

in October my family is taking a trip to Vegas.

my mom, Ron, and Dustin are going sky diving.

Damian and i are going to see criss angel.

mom and Ron will get married on October 6th and Damian and i will get married on October the 7th.

we are comming home on the 8th.

I'm sooooo freakin excited!

Cats!

i have 4 cats that need new homes!

All 4 are girls

spaded (fixed)

and front declawed

ALL need good homes.

1 is black with a white bikini and a white necklace.

1 is back with big white patches on her.

1 cat is a rag doll breed, she is grey, white, has a white diamond shape in the middle of her eyes. she is also fat, fluffy.

1 cat is a tabby cat and she is lovey and likes dogs.

graduation

i have decided what i am doing fro graduation and i like the idea. we have the decorations and food planned out we know who is coming and how many i have every thing figured out...or so i think...

I know what i want my ice cream cake to look like. hehe. my grad party theme is bats, skulls, and batman. its just me.

things have been changing daily and i don't know what the crap to do.

ill figure it out later...well mostly likely when i get home.